JinggHuann ♥ Summer & Winter (:

2009年4月9日星期四

today when i wake up...
dunno y not really feel gud...
kinda moody..
haizz...

went school...
1st 1st everything is all rite...
but atlast cuz i make til my friends book wet...
n than she angry at miee d....
T.T....

n y i will make will her book wet?
cuz my bottle leakage...
haizz...
i got say sorry to her...
n i feel very sorry 2...

but...
however....
she never say back anything...
think so she never forgive miee...
>.<"...

haizz..
not in the mood d....

after tat went back class...
i feel like no mood at all..
teacher teaching i also never heard...
jz looking at the book n trance...
haizz....

moody....

after tat suet ling come n thorw the test book behind of miee...
n than say...
"u have the ability to wet the book...than u might have the ability to dry the book also!!"
the way she say is very angry...
>.<"..
haizz...

after tat i d....
haizzz.....

n than nyuk li saw miee like dis..
she faster take tissue for miee n ask me wat happen...
i did ntg...
jz trance-ing....
n emo-ing...moody-ing....haizz.....

after tat they all take my bag n help miee see whater my book all got get wet or not...
n than they say luckly not....
jz the bag wet only...
n than sundenly suet ling say...
"ur life better...!...jz only the bagg wet only!..."
she is angry-ing....
haizzz....
i feel like i more emo n moody d....
haizz....
i cry like hell....
dunno y the treas all keep coming out....
haizzz.....

heart feel like broken...
='(....
haizzz.......
i got no idea of tat....

n than after tat went back form 2 class...
still not in the mood....
i know i look very down....
but....i dun blady care.....

n than it is BM...
teacher talking n teaching at there...
but i never heard insied my ear....
so wat teacher talking i dunno...
still like a mute...
never saything...
jz keep quite...
NO MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTH....

n than i feel very piss off for the emo feeling d...
so im trying to let my feeling be okayy....
try to open my mouth to talk...
after tat i did...

but...
even thou as u can see im smile...laugh-ing for wart...
actually...
im seriously NOT IN TAT MOOD!!!!!!!
IM NOT HAPPY AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

feel so suffering for pretend tat im happy in front of every1....
haizzz....................
...........................

n than after school went home...
my mom scold me for some stupid reason again...
i pretend ntg...
n than i go bath...
i was cryingg in the toliet there....
feel so emo...n so out of happy....
=(......

n than go tuition....
it was sej....
cuz the way teacher teaching is funny..
so i got laugh abit....
but...
anyway....

im still not happy.....
haizzz.......

cuz when tuition tat time...
kar jeng n suet ling they all r there also....
im trying to talk wit them...
but....
when i open my mouth...
they jz strgh away call me
"DIAMM!!"
"DIAM LAHH U !!!!!"

haizz...
heart kena break by dis.....

they r angry....
n im sad....
haizzz.....

wat a emo day?...
i hope tat it was jz a dream..
n than the next day i wake up everythings is still alrite...
but....
it was jz a vain hope....
haizzz.......

=(.......

And here the story ends.
08:45