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Hyee There! Its Jing Huan ;)
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sweet 14 dis year ;D
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My feelings______
I feel kinda left out wit my friends..
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I Hope tat they can know tat wert they had did to me and understand hw i feel..
;(
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2009年9月30日星期三
*Rondom Post*
Nadinee's birthday is on Mei 10th..♥
Scharmaine's birthday is on dec 9th...♥♥
and JinggHuann's birthday is on June 19th! *Miee!xDD*♥♥♥
♥10+9=19!!♥
whuao~
so amm mann...
Pretty Match! ♥♥
wagagazz
xDD
I think tats y we 3 become best friends :DD ♥
LOL!
haha!
x3
Nadinee's birthday is on Mei 10th..♥
Scharmaine's birthday is on dec 9th...♥♥
and JinggHuann's birthday is on June 19th! *Miee!xDD*♥♥♥♥10+9=19!!♥
whuao~
so amm mann...
Pretty Match! ♥♥
wagagazz
xDD
I think tats y we 3 become best friends :DD ♥
LOL!
haha!
x3
♥JinggHuann♥
06:00
2009年9月27日星期日
Nick Lachey - What's Left of Me
Lyrics:
Watch my life
Pass me by
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah...
[Chorus]
Cause I want you
And I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger
Like a burning
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken
And I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still
[Chorus]
It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head
Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again
[Chorus]
Cause I want you
And I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger
Like a burning
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken
And I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still
[Chorus]
I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Just running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
*****************************
♥ :DD
Lyrics:
Watch my life
Pass me by
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah...
[Chorus]
Cause I want you
And I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger
Like a burning
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken
And I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still
[Chorus]
It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head
Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again
[Chorus]
Cause I want you
And I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger
Like a burning
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken
And I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still
[Chorus]
I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Just running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
*****************************
♥ :DD
♥JinggHuann♥
00:41
Westlife - Swear It Again
Lyrics:
I wanna know
who ever told you I was letting go
the only joy that I have ever known
girl, they're lying
just look around
and all of the people that we used to know
have just given up, they wanna let it go
but we're still trying
so you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I just you and I
I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again
all over again
*********************************
A sweet song by Westlife again :P
xDDD
♥JinggHuann♥
Lyrics:
I wanna know
who ever told you I was letting go
the only joy that I have ever known
girl, they're lying
just look around
and all of the people that we used to know
have just given up, they wanna let it go
but we're still trying
so you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I just you and I
I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again
all over again
*********************************
A sweet song by Westlife again :P
xDDD
♥JinggHuann♥
00:19 Westlife - I Miss You
Lyrics:
I can't sleep. I just can't breathe
When your shadow is all over me, baby
Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes
Cause what we had was built on lies
And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
Chorus:
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you
What would it take for you to see
To make you understand that I'll
Always believe (Always believe)
You and I, can make it through
And I still know I can't get over you
Cause when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
Chorus:
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby, I miss you, I do
Cause when our love always fades away
Listen to me hear what I say
Chorus:
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you, I miss you, I do
The way that I do
I just wanna be (just wanna be)
Right here with you (Right here with you)
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby, I miss you, I do
*******************************
I ♥ dis song...
dis song also gt another version by BassHunter..
bt i ♥ Westlife's version...
its more sweeter!
n more nicer!
wagagaga!
*for miee! xDDD*
xDD
I can't sleep. I just can't breathe
When your shadow is all over me, baby
Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes
Cause what we had was built on lies
And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
Chorus:
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you
What would it take for you to see
To make you understand that I'll
Always believe (Always believe)
You and I, can make it through
And I still know I can't get over you
Cause when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
Chorus:
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby, I miss you, I do
Cause when our love always fades away
Listen to me hear what I say
Chorus:
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you, I miss you, I do
The way that I do
I just wanna be (just wanna be)
Right here with you (Right here with you)
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby, I miss you, I do
*******************************
I ♥ dis song...
dis song also gt another version by BassHunter..
bt i ♥ Westlife's version...
its more sweeter!
n more nicer!
wagagaga!
*for miee! xDDD*
xDD
♥JinggHuann♥
00:04
2009年9月25日星期五
Wert A Unlucky Day... :(Today did go out wit 1 of my friends...
well..ntg much to say about it...
da unlucky stuff started here..
after hanging out wit my friends..
i walk home...
n during tat time..
i accident fall down...
n my leg was sprain...! >.<"...
n than tat time im still "on da way"...
i need to walk lyk a cacat ...
haizz...
still niaoo mindd...
when i reach home..
my house gt nobody...
n i didnt bring my house key...>.<"!
i call my mom..
bt she say tat nw she is bz..
need to wait until she come back ...
haizz..
actually wanna call my friends n chit chat abit 1...
bt...too bad too sad...
my phone battery low n auto off!!!!
>.<"...
haizzz......
i was standing outside my house...
for a few hours...
haizz...
my leg is gonna be cacat liaooo...
>.<"!
haizzz...
the sky had been darker darker n darker...
i was keep waiting waiting n waiting...
haizz...
finally they come back...
my leg was so tired...
haizzz......
wert an unlucky day...
:(
* ...How I Wish That You Aren't A Play Boy...
...Some Times "Maybe" is just a"Maybe"...*
well..ntg much to say about it...
da unlucky stuff started here..
after hanging out wit my friends..
i walk home...
n during tat time..
i accident fall down...
n my leg was sprain...! >.<"...
n than tat time im still "on da way"...
i need to walk lyk a cacat ...
haizz...
still niaoo mindd...
when i reach home..
my house gt nobody...
n i didnt bring my house key...>.<"!
i call my mom..
bt she say tat nw she is bz..
need to wait until she come back ...
haizz..
actually wanna call my friends n chit chat abit 1...
bt...too bad too sad...
my phone battery low n auto off!!!!
>.<"...
haizzz......
i was standing outside my house...
for a few hours...
haizz...
my leg is gonna be cacat liaooo...
>.<"!
haizzz...
the sky had been darker darker n darker...
i was keep waiting waiting n waiting...
haizz...
finally they come back...
my leg was so tired...
haizzz......
wert an unlucky day...
:(
* ...How I Wish That You Aren't A Play Boy...
...Some Times "Maybe" is just a"Maybe"...*
♥JinggHuann♥
06:32
"The Rose"
Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.
*************************************
I love dis song..
i will keep on repearting dis song again n again when im emo...
the feeling is really nice...
n i <3 it...
*I Love This Song Even Thought This Song Will Makes Me Emo When Ever I Heard It.. (:*
Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.
*************************************
I love dis song..
i will keep on repearting dis song again n again when im emo...
the feeling is really nice...
n i <3 it...
*I Love This Song Even Thought This Song Will Makes Me Emo When Ever I Heard It.. (:*
♥JinggHuann♥
06:24
14/9/2009 :(
haizz..
did went pay a visit to my uncle..
he really looks suffer n weaker...
haizz....
actually last time he is a strong n funny person...
bt nw...
haizz...
really..dunno wert to do..
see-ing him suffer lyk dis n i cant even do a things for helping him...
all i can do is jz watching him lyk dis...
everyday went n taking care of him...
dun let him feel alone..
i think so tats all i can do for now...
haizz..
im really confused...
i wonder wert to do...
i had no idea....
*Friends Aren't True Friends Anymore..
Shud I jz Walk Away With a Silent?..*
♥
06:01
2009年9月23日星期三
Feel Worried D:well..
today i wake up about 12..LAWSS...
late rite?..
lyk a pigggyy niaa
xDD
errumm...
after bath i went on9 n chat wit mua friends
:DDD
n than around 5pm my mom ask mw get ready for my tuition..
aiiiyaaa..
okayy lorrhh..
after tuition i went my uncle house..
i was shock tat he was sick...
n he cant eat or walk properly...
im really worried n shocked...
my mom ask him to go hospital check bt he dun want...
bt end up finally go...
haizz...
reach da hospital..he went into da emergency room..
haizz..
i was really worried n i knows tat my mom too...
we saw the nurse carry him come out of da emergency room...
i think so is for da X-ray..
haizz..
i saw his face is really suffer...
D:
haizz..
after tat my mom ask my cousin bro to send me home 1st...
bt they r still there...
haizz.
i wonder will him be okayy...
D:
today i wake up about 12..LAWSS...
late rite?..
lyk a pigggyy niaa
xDD
errumm...
after bath i went on9 n chat wit mua friends
:DDD
n than around 5pm my mom ask mw get ready for my tuition..
aiiiyaaa..
okayy lorrhh..
after tuition i went my uncle house..
i was shock tat he was sick...
n he cant eat or walk properly...
im really worried n shocked...
my mom ask him to go hospital check bt he dun want...
bt end up finally go...
haizz...
reach da hospital..he went into da emergency room..
haizz..
i was really worried n i knows tat my mom too...
we saw the nurse carry him come out of da emergency room...
i think so is for da X-ray..
haizz..
i saw his face is really suffer...
D:
haizz..
after tat my mom ask my cousin bro to send me home 1st...
bt they r still there...
haizz.
i wonder will him be okayy...
D:
♥JinggHuann♥
10:18
2009年9月22日星期二
E.M.O
the day pass by..
day after day...
im jz keep on emo-ing emo-ing N emo-ing...
i wonder...
why..
why am i all alone here?
n..
what's wrong wit me?
why am i keep emo-ing?
i dunno...
i feel confused...
what's happening to miee?...
friends aren't a true friends to miee anymore...
feels lyk everione r leaving miee alone...
i dun want lyk dis!
why r u all doing dis to miee?
cant u all jz see tat im dying?...
cant u all jz see tat my heart is bleeding?...
NO..
u all will never ever knows about it..
u all dun even care about miee at all...
everiday at school im showing u all a "happy face"
n keep on trying to act im okayy..im atrite...
bt..after all...
when i went back home..
when im alone..
wert emotion shud i act?
i was crying the whole night..
bcuz of u all...
bt u all didnt knows about it.....
i wonder..
when were u all started notice my feeling?
when were u all started understand miee?
i jz feel so left out...
cant u all jz understand?...
u all r jz leaving me AGAIN N AGAIN!!
u all say tat dun wanna left me out..dis n tat..
bt...see..
wert u all had did to miie?
u all jz know hw to say bt dunno hw to do......
if u all r jz acting frienly infront of me ..
plz stop it...
i rather u all jz ingore me or wert...
i rather u all jz dun talk to mie or wert!
plz stop hurting miee...
its enough...
STOP IT!
i knows tat mayb u all will talk alot behind of miee..
bt...
jz SHUT UR MOUTH!
I JZ CANT TAKE IT!!
wit..
u all were doing dis so easily...
n..
simply......
;(
the day pass by..
day after day...
im jz keep on emo-ing emo-ing N emo-ing...
i wonder...
why..
why am i all alone here?
n..
what's wrong wit me?
why am i keep emo-ing?
i dunno...
i feel confused...
what's happening to miee?...
friends aren't a true friends to miee anymore...
feels lyk everione r leaving miee alone...
i dun want lyk dis!
why r u all doing dis to miee?
cant u all jz see tat im dying?...
cant u all jz see tat my heart is bleeding?...
NO..
u all will never ever knows about it..
u all dun even care about miee at all...
everiday at school im showing u all a "happy face"
n keep on trying to act im okayy..im atrite...
bt..after all...
when i went back home..
when im alone..
wert emotion shud i act?
i was crying the whole night..
bcuz of u all...
bt u all didnt knows about it.....
i wonder..
when were u all started notice my feeling?
when were u all started understand miee?
i jz feel so left out...
cant u all jz understand?...
u all r jz leaving me AGAIN N AGAIN!!
u all say tat dun wanna left me out..dis n tat..
bt...see..
wert u all had did to miie?
u all jz know hw to say bt dunno hw to do......
if u all r jz acting frienly infront of me ..
plz stop it...
i rather u all jz ingore me or wert...
i rather u all jz dun talk to mie or wert!
plz stop hurting miee...
its enough...
STOP IT!
i knows tat mayb u all will talk alot behind of miee..
bt...
jz SHUT UR MOUTH!
I JZ CANT TAKE IT!!
wit..
u all were doing dis so easily...
n..
simply......
;(
♥JinggHuann♥
09:39
Hyee everibodyy ! Im B.A.C.K! ^8^
yoo!
im BACK! ^^
did anyone miss me? xDD
tell miee if u do~!
gaghahaha~LAWS!
kekez!
Im back from mua kampung...LAWS!
hahaha!
eruumm..
well..
there is BORED for miee..
LAWS!
we went back jz for packing stuff niaa..
ntg much..
haizz
there gt no computer wehhyy..
so cant go on9..
sobbzz...T.T...
haizz..
n i forgot to freeze mua karma b4 i go..
n when i when back mua karma drop lyk wert niaa..
T.T..
wuwuwu...
sobbuu...
hmm..
well!
im back nw...
kekez
can on9 back d~!
yeaahhpiiiee!
xDD
hmm..
anyway..
ntg much to blogg dii..
BuhByee! ;)
*nobody tagg mua blogg..so sad..sobbzz
):*
♥JinggHuann♥
08:34
2009年9月18日星期五
我正在寻找...
一种..
不可能降临在我身上的...
幸福...
我寻找了很久...很久...
不但没找到...
而且...
还因信错了人..
搞得自己伤痕累累...
许久之后..
我..
害怕了......
无论你对我说多少爱我的话...
我也害怕得不敢再相信了....
因为...
以前的伤..
太深了....
太痛了....
我..
受不了了.....
所以..
才变得...
不敢相信了....
对不起...
我对你的不信任...
对不起...
我辜负了你的爱...
对不起...
我辜负了你的一番好意...
对不起...
对不起...
对不起...
突然觉得自己很笨...
刚刚那一秒的瞬间...
我一直所追求的幸福..
不久只在眼前么？...
自己却害怕接受了....
朋友啊...
在我最需要你们的时候..
你们都在哪儿？
我只求你们在我身边陪我..
可惜你们连这点关爱也吝啬...
朋友啊...
你们现在到底在哪里？...
为什么...
要...
让我孤独....
我真得很需要你们.......
我爱你们..........
;(
*...哭了...*
一种..
不可能降临在我身上的...
幸福...
我寻找了很久...很久...
不但没找到...
而且...
还因信错了人..
搞得自己伤痕累累...
许久之后..
我..
害怕了......
无论你对我说多少爱我的话...
我也害怕得不敢再相信了....
因为...
以前的伤..
太深了....
太痛了....
我..
受不了了.....
所以..
才变得...
不敢相信了....
对不起...
我对你的不信任...
对不起...
我辜负了你的爱...
对不起...
我辜负了你的一番好意...
对不起...
对不起...
对不起...
突然觉得自己很笨...
刚刚那一秒的瞬间...
我一直所追求的幸福..
不久只在眼前么？...
自己却害怕接受了....
朋友啊...
在我最需要你们的时候..
你们都在哪儿？
我只求你们在我身边陪我..
可惜你们连这点关爱也吝啬...
朋友啊...
你们现在到底在哪里？...
为什么...
要...
让我孤独....
我真得很需要你们.......
我爱你们..........
;(
*...哭了...*
08:13
2009年9月7日星期一
如果我变成回忆...
累了
照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例
想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中
不听话的
就停止了
听着
呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越没力越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏
都难掌握
如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体
拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你
人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己
如此狠心
如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以
让他陪你
我不怪你
快乐
什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得
如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体
拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你
人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己
如此狠心
如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你
看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以
让他陪你
如果我变成回忆
最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气 霸占你心里
每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平
请你尽力
把我忘记
;(
06:34
啊...
坏了的小熊被它的主人给遗弃了...
它...
悲伤..心痛...
心被人狠狠地刺了一刀...
但...
有人知道么？...
它..
静静的望着窗外的大雨...
滴答滴答...
这..
是雨的旋律...
同时..
也是它心的旋律...
它..
的心正在淌血....
又有谁会察觉呢？...
它...
是一只...
不能说话的小熊......
*寂寞的人从来不会说.."我很寂寞"...*
靖之笔
坏了的小熊被它的主人给遗弃了...
它...
悲伤..心痛...
心被人狠狠地刺了一刀...
但...
有人知道么？...
它..
静静的望着窗外的大雨...
滴答滴答...
这..
是雨的旋律...
同时..
也是它心的旋律...
它..
的心正在淌血....
又有谁会察觉呢？...
它...
是一只...
不能说话的小熊......
*寂寞的人从来不会说.."我很寂寞"...*
靖之笔
06:08
Teddy's Don't Hug Back..
But..
Sometimes..
They Are All You Have Got...
;(
泰迪熊...
或许只是一个普通的玩具..
可是..
在你孤单的时候..
它们却是你所拥有的一切....
;(
But..
Sometimes..
They Are All You Have Got...
;(
泰迪熊...
或许只是一个普通
的玩具..可是..
在你孤单的时候..
它们却是你所拥有的一切....
;(
);JinggHuann
05:57 孤单.的.感觉....
有人说...
看着夕阳落山的人将不会继续寂寞...
一整个傍晚...
我都在呆呆得看着夕阳...
它下山了...
留下了美丽的红霞...
但是..
我...
依然是孤独的....
有时候一个人抬着头...
望着天空...
为什么天空上的云是一朵连这一朵...
而我却是一个人.....
其实不只如此...
就连海里的鱼...
也是成群结队的...
但是我..
依然还是一个人....
一个人啊...
我开始在窗户上数星星...
其实我是多么希望有人跟我一起数...
但是椅子也和我作对...
只有一张椅子...
就连没有生命的椅子也知道...
我是孤独的....
看吧！
就连星星也藏起来了....
我开始在窗户上数星星...
其实我是多么希望有人跟我一起数...
但是椅子也和我作对...
只有一张椅子...
就连没有生命的椅子也知道...
我是孤独的....
看吧！
就连星星也藏起来了....
累了..
我需要休息..
其实我在想念着...
我的朋友们..
你们在哪...
为什么要让我孤独.....
又一次我接触了大自然...
它是飘渺无望的风...
冷飕飕的风吹着我全身冰凉...
孤独的心依然存在...
仅仅是因为没有人能理解我...
它是飘渺无望的风...
冷飕飕的风吹着我全身冰凉...
孤独的心依然存在...
仅仅是因为没有人能理解我...
); JinggHuann ;(
05:34
我本以为..
我的天空...
已经变成彩色了..
我的世界...
不再孤独...
我的心..
不再寂寞.....
可惜...
我错了....
我原以为你们会是我精神上的支柱..
我原以为你们无论发生什么事都是陪伴在我的身边...
我原以为你们不会像那他们一样在我背后说我的坏话...
我原以为...
你们..
把我当成..
是你们真正的朋友.....
可是..
你们却没有.......
你们不可能当我的精神支柱..
若我的精神寄托了你们...
那么它..
也就崩溃了....
你们不可能一直陪伴我左右...
你们...
总是喜欢把我推到一旁...
leave me with myself....
虽然我们走在一起...
可是...
我的心...
却是格外的寂寞...
格外的left out...
你们不可能不在我的背后说我的坏话..
你们..
或许一直都我觉得我..
很做作吧？..
我知道你们一直在背后都是这样说我的.....
其实..
我只想要你们开心...
但..
你们却觉得我这一切一切都是做作！....
这到底是为什么....
我所用心付出的一切一切..
在你们的眼中..
却...
都只是做作....
我..
错了吗？....
每天在班上..
你们一群人很开心的真在聊着呢..
而我呢？
虽然坐在你们的旁边...
可是...
我..
却连一句话也没说过...
或许表面上很亲密的我们..
事实上..
却很疏离....
虽然你们就在我的隔壁...
可是..
我们的感觉就像是一个南一个北似的....
距离.
好远..
好远....
我的心..
好痛..
好痛....
你们又会了解么？....
你们不可能了解....
我对你们的真心....
你们只会..
把我的真心..
一切一切都当成是假意......
我把你们当成是真正的朋友...
是真心的朋友...
你们呢？...
你们又把我当作是什么？.....
此刻..
我才惊觉....
原来..
我的世界..
并没有开心过....
一直都是..
寂寞的......
泪,
为你们滴下来了....
心..
也被你们甩个粉粹了....
你叫我该如何面对你们?...
用我这颗破碎的心..
装上开心的面具...
继续面对你们吗？....
白天戴上面具...
夜晚..把我那开心的面具脱下来后...
我..
又会得到什么？...
只会是一场濒临崩溃的哭泣.........
我..
该怎么做？....
我的天空...
已经变成彩色了..
我的世界...
不再孤独...
我的心..
不再寂寞.....
可惜...
我错了....
我原以为你们会是我精神上的支柱..
我原以为你们无论发生什么事都是陪伴在我的身边...
我原以为你们不会像那他们一样在我背后说我的坏话...
我原以为...
你们..
把我当成..
是你们真正的朋友.....
可是..
你们却没有.......
你们不可能当我的精神支柱..
若我的精神寄托了你们...
那么它..
也就崩溃了....
你们不可能一直陪伴我左右...
你们...
总是喜欢把我推到一旁...
leave me with myself....
虽然我们走在一起...
可是...
我的心...
却是格外的寂寞...
格外的left out...
你们不可能不在我的背后说我的坏话..
你们..
或许一直都我觉得我..
很做作吧？..
我知道你们一直在背后都是这样说我的.....
其实..
我只想要你们开心...
但..
你们却觉得我这一切一切都是做作！....
这到底是为什么....
我所用心付出的一切一切..
在你们的眼中..
却...
都只是做作....
我..
错了吗？....
每天在班上..
你们一群人很开心的真在聊着呢..
而我呢？
虽然坐在你们的旁边...
可是...
我..
却连一句话也没说过...
或许表面上很亲密的我们..
事实上..
却很疏离....
虽然你们就在我的隔壁...
可是..
我们的感觉就像是一个南一个北似的....
距离.
好远..
好远....
我的心..
好痛..
好痛....
你们又会了解么？....
你们不可能了解....
我对你们的真心....
你们只会..
把我的真心..
一切一切都当成是假意......
我把你们当成是真正的朋友...
是真心的朋友...
你们呢？...
你们又把我当作是什么？.....
此刻..
我才惊觉....
原来..
我的世界..
并没有开心过....
一直都是..
寂寞的......
泪,
为你们滴下来了....
心..
也被你们甩个粉粹了....
你叫我该如何面对你们?...
用我这颗破碎的心..
装上开心的面具...
继续面对你们吗？....
白天戴上面具...
夜晚..把我那开心的面具脱下来后...
我..
又会得到什么？...
只会是一场濒临崩溃的哭泣.........
我..
该怎么做？....
04:59
Did watch an concert during sat ;)
wit my uncle n mummy ;D
the concert is quite nice..
i love it~
;DD
wit my uncle n mummy ;D
the concert is quite nice..
i love it~
;DD
04:38
2009年9月3日星期四
You all jz heard her order n abandon me...
u know who you are..
you blardy women...
u know who you are..
you blardy women...
JinggHuann
08:56